A far off
Silent cry
Who's gonna save me now
If your gone?
Cuz' I'm so close
My heart is pounding
I feel it in my head
It's gonna explode
Then I'll be dead
I couldn't live without you
And you left me
Took the easy way out
Well whats gonna stop me
From doing the same thing?


Gonna do it
Never been this close
So scared
Can't open my mouth
My eyes are open
One last imprefect glimpse
Fogged over night
Wonder if I can
If I'll miss it


Will I still miss you
Will the pain just go away
A shot through the night
Thought my heart
Ending my life
Will I be with you?
I'm only doing this for you
I told you that I would


You were afraid to be alone
Well look at where I've been
Without you
Life is meaningless
No one can just replace
What you're death has taken
Left a permanent mark
In my mind
Corrating at my soul
My heart
Over time



Gonna do it
Never been this close
So scared
Can't open my mouth
My eyes are open
One last imprefect glimpse
Fogged over night
Wonder if I can
If I'll miss it




I realize I can't go on
I'd rather be dead
Trying
Knowing
You'll never be there again
Will I see you again
Will you be waiting there
Like you promised you would?
Neither of us will ever have to be alone again
Promise I'll see you there
Promise you'll be waiting


My eyes are close
Deep breath
Step back
One last imperfect glimpse